FROM EARTH TO HEAVEN
HOLY CHRISTMAS 2013
LETTER TO JESUS
LORD, LORD JESUS,
IT IS ME, A SERVANT OF YOURS, A TRAVELLER OF THE STARS AND DISCIPLE OF YOUR ANGELS. I DO NOT HAVE MUCH TO OFFER YOU. I AM NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND AND DISCIPLE, I KNOW IT! I KNOW MEN AND WOMEN SANCTIFIED BY YOU THAT WORTHILY LOVE AND SERVE YOU MUCH BETTER THAN ME. I JUST MANAGE TO BE AVAILABLE TO YOUR CALL AND ALL OF THIS WITH THE LIMITS OF MY INADEQUACY AND MY SINS THAT YOU, LORD OF MY HEART, PERFECTLY KNOW AND FOR WHICH I ASK YOU, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO, TO FORGIVE MY SPIRIT FOR HAVING COMMITTED THEM.
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND, BELOVED MASTER, WHY YOU HAVE HONOURED ME WITH THESE BLEEDING MARKS IMPRESSED IN MY BODY THAT I LOOK AT, ALL THE TIME, AGHAST, ALTHOUGH 24 YEARS OF OUR TIME HAVE LAPSED. I DO NOT FEAR THE PAIN THEY CAUSE, DEAR LORD, I FEAR A LOT TO BE NOT WORTHY.
DESPITE THIS, YOUR WILL BE DONE ANYWAY, LORD OF MY HEART. IF THIS IS YOUR WILL, I OBEY.
I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO DO MORE, TO WORK MORE FOR YOU, OUR LORD AND KING. I WOULD DIG THE ROCK WITH MY BEAR HANDS IF THIS WOULD BE FRUITFUL TO YOUR HOLY MISSION IN THE WORLD AND RELIEVE THE SUFFERING THAT THIS MISERABLE AND DERELICT HUMANITY CONTINUOUSLY POURS ON YOU, BUT I KNOW THAT I AM WHAT I AM AND I CAN GIVE YOU THE LITTLE I HAVE GOT IN MY BODY, IN MY SOUL AND IN MY SPIRIT.
DEAR LORD OFTEN I FEAR TO BE MOCKED AT, PERSECUTED, TORTURED, THUS THE FEELING OF SHAME ASSAILS ME, BUT SOON LATER A MYSTERIOUS AND LOVING FORCE PERMEATES MY HEART AND OVERCOMES MY MISERIES AND SO I CONTINUE TO GO FORWARD AND WORK IN YOUR VINEYARD. I KNOW THAT THIS MYSTERIOUS FORCE IS YOUR INFINITE LOVE AND THE ONE OF YOUR FATHER, OUR GOD.
I THANK YOU LORD, FOR YOUR MERCY AND YOUR ENDLESS LOVE THAT YOU FEEL ALSO FOR ME, ONE OF YOUR MANY MESSENGERS AND SERVANTS.
I AM HERE JESUS, MY MASTER, AND I WOULD LIKE TO OFFER YOU MY HEART AS I CAN DO: SERVING MY BROTHERS THAT ARE YOUR CHILDREN, LOVING AND GIVING THEM MY LIFE, ALWAYS. FOREVER.
LORD, I ASK YOU TO PRAY YOUR FATHER ADONAY FOR ME AND MY BROTHERS. IT IS NOT EASY TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD AND YOU KNOW IT, LORD JESUS CHRIST. PRAY FOR US THE MOST HIGH, YOUR FATHER AND OURS. I BEG YOU, MY JESUS. COME BACK WITH POWER AND GLORY, IT WILL BE NIGHT SOON AND WE NEED YOU, OUR LOVE.
THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME, LORD JESUS - CHRIST, SON OF THE LIVING GOD.
THANK YOU! AND GLORY TO YOUR NAME BECAUSE THE FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT LIVE AND MANIFEST IN YOU. THE WHOLE CONFEDERATION OF THE BEINGS THAT LIVE IN THE UNIVERSE ARE AT YOUR FEET TO ADORE YOU. TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER.
FOREVER, DEVOUTLY YOURS.
Nibiru Arat Ra
Sant'Elpidio a Mare (Italy)
23rd December, 2013
